Wednesday, June 1, 2011

gaY

“It is impossible to fall out of love. Love is such a powerful emotion, that once it envelops you it does not depart. True love is eternal. If you think that you were once in love, but fell out of it, then it wasn't love you were in. There are no 'exit' signs in love, there is only an 'on' ramp.”
“Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.”
“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”
“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.

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I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life. You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

alright


i havent writen in a while , so here it goes . im happy , im finally happy with the way things are currently going . i am single and im glad ! i moved on and now that i look back on that relationship im so glad we dated and it was fun for the moment but id never go back . i loved travis nolan but thats the past and i am not looking back anymore . i was once told never try to fix the pieces once theyve shattered because youll just get cut . there is plenty of fish in the sea and i have met the one i want to be with . hes hard headed and doesnt realise what all we have . things will fall together however god wants them to and i just hope for the best . i finally have a car again and i love being able to drive everywhere , when i want to . i am currently searching for a place by the beach with tim and sade . i cant wait to start a new life , i have been wanting to leave orange park / middleburg for so long  . life is begining to fall together . i have two of the bestiest friends i could ask for , sade and tim . the two of them have been there for absolutly everything this year and i thank god for them every day . well thats an update of my life for now . i have no sad storys to tell . im so happy i couldnt ask for more at this moment !